I got about one-third into this, drifted away, and then came back and finished it during a fit of boredom. There was one particular thing that really
bothered me about this story: When Sivan and Walter were talking about who they'd slept with during the relationship hiatus, it was very important to the author to stress that Sivan hadn't slept with anyone , while Walter had a few partners. This strikes me as ... I don't know, weird. Like it would be worse for the receptive partner to have had sex, while Walter, alpha that he is, obviously was justified in needing to quench his toppy thirst. And that Sivan should be happy it wasn't so many...? That seriously grossed me out.